and she said, "I'm goin' to Cailforn*a"

...my oh my I don't know why she...

2005-05-23T02:17:17Z

So here's what I figure: If I don't go out anywhere and I don't do anything then I can get all my bills paid. So straight up if you want to hang around for the next three weeks, it means scrounging around for whatever's in the fridge and watching movies on my couch. I'm not going ANYWHERE. Because traveling means gas. Gas means money. Money is something I don't have. Oh well lol. That's the life.

Stole this from Sarah Ann

2005-05-03T02:04:40Z

Put [x] in the ones that are true, and fill in the rest <3

[ ] We know eachother
[ ] We're good friends
[ ] You are a girl
[ ] You are a boy
[ ] We've been friends for more than 10 years
[ ] We'll be friends forever
[ ] You are my ex
[ ] You are my boyfriend/girlfriend

My full name is:
My birthday is:
My favorite color is:
My best friends are:

[ ] I have a boyfriend
[ ] I have kids
[ ] I have pets
[ ] You like me ("like that")
[ ] I like you ("like that")
[ ] I love you
[ ] You love me

How did we meet?:
What's our relationship?:
What was your first impression of me?:
What do you think of me now?:
Describe me in one word:
Where do you see us 5 years from now?:

[ ] We've held hands
[ ] We've kissed
[ ] We've dated
[ ] We've gone out
[ ] We've gone all the way
[ ] You want to hold my hand
[ ] You want to kiss me
[ ] You want to date
[ ] You want to go out
[ ] You want to go all the way

What's the worst thing I've ever done to you?:
What's the worst thing you've ever done to me?:
Have I ever broken a promise to you?:
Have you ever broken a promise to me?:
What's one thing that reminds me of you:
How often do you think of me?:
How often do you think I think of you?:
Say one thing to me that you've never said before:

...the clock keeps on ticking...

2005-04-20T01:19:16Z

I'm just so sick of everything and pretty much everyone. It doesn't matter what I do or what I say nothing I do is right. I'm not gonna name names :;:although I could because this person would never read it:;: Fucking, Twatina, yep that's her name, has been jumping down my throat and really come on! "Oh I've had two abortions...but I'm still a virgin. The first abortion they took the baby out and transplanted it into another mother".......umm FUCK OFF! THAT'S BULLSHIT! THEY CAN'T EVEN DO THAT! Oh and let's not forget "Are my eyes red....?.......I did coke.....LAST WEEK!" Fuck you you did, you POS! Even if you did your eyes WOULD NOT and I repeat WOULD NOT still be red a week later. Fuck off. Alright so now that I'm on a roll, more people that are really pissing me off: We'll call this one Stick-in-my-ass or..SIMA for short. So this person complains about the same thing everyday...and yet does nothing to fix it!! Grr....and ya know how guys always say "Bros before hoes"? Shouldn't girls be the same way...hmm...maybe not all of us think so. Let's see...I have more, oh yes! Ms. Chomps-A-Lot a.k.a. Skeletor, come on, CHEW WITH YOUR MOUTH CLOSED! YOU LEARNED HOW WHEN YOU WERE THREE...YOU HAVEN'T HAD THAT LONG TO FORGET HOW...TRUST ME! Oh and please eat something, you're not fooling anybody! Um..Can I go the bathroom? NO! TRYING LETTING YOUR FOOD DIGEST FOR ONCE! Oh and the English-Backseat-Bitch or EBB, I got you your fucking job..and all you do is bitch. If you don't like it quit! "I never get hours...OMG THEY SCHEDULED ME ALL WEEKEND! I DON'T WANT TO WORK ALL THAT TIME!" ohmyfuckareyoukiddingme? First you want hours, but then you don't want the hours that they give you. GET THE FUCK AWAY FROM ME!! Let's see anyone else I can bitch about? OH YEAH!! Dan! Wow! How could I forget...all I ever fucking wanted from him was my movie back...and he won't even give it to me. He probably gave it FUCKINFUNDA, oh well let them have ugly turkish babies together...he has a small penis anyways. Peace!

Lorenz-OH

2005-04-18T02:32:03Z

OHMYHOLYGODSOMEBODYRAPEME!!!!!!! So this weekend was A-MAH-HAY-ZING! I went to my Dad's and of course he was an ass by the end of the weekend but friday was the best day/night I've had in a long time. When I got to my Dad's Erica, Bog, Sean, and of course JILL were there, and they were already half in the bag. So we're chilling out on the porch when Stef, Gandin, Darb (well Darb came before they got there) Cock-hran, and his hoebag show up. Now a quick little bit of background, Cock cheated on Bog with the STD and then he had the balls to flaunt her around AT MY HOUSE!! What a dumbass, so I tweaked out and threw them both out. Stef and Andrew hung around for a little while and then left, and then TA-DA!! Joe and LORENZO show up. LORENZO is the amazingly hot foreign exchange student from Italy. And you'll have to be kept in suspense because i don't feel like writing anymore. lol.

to be continued......

...have you ever...

2005-03-27T04:03:36Z

Thoughts to ponder... You may not realize it, but it's 100% true.

1. There are at least two people in this world that you would die for.

2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way.

3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you.

4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you.

5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep.

6 You mean the world to someone.

7. You are special and unique.

8. Someone that you don't even know exists, loves you.

9. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it.

10. When you think the world has turned its back on you take another look.

11. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks. And always remember................When life hands you lemons, ask for tequila and salt.

Just so everyone knows I got this from Courtney M.'s lj! She's awesome!

...ummm

2005-03-10T04:45:22Z

WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF:
» I committed suicide:
» I said I liked you:
» I kissed you:
» I lived next door to you:
» I started smoking:
» I started drinking:
» I stole something:
» I was hospitalized:
» I ran away from home:
» I got into a fight and you weren't there:

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:
» Personality:
» Eyes:
» Face:
» Movie preferences:
» Hair:
» Clothes:
» Mannerisms:
» Musical preferences:

[1] Who are you?
[2] Are we friends?
[3] When and how did we meet?
[4] Have I affected you? How?
[5] What do you think of me?
[6] What's the fondest memory you have of me?
[7] How long do you think we will be friends or enemies?
[8] Do you love me?
[9] Have I ever hurt you?
[10] Would you hug me?
[11] Would you kiss me?
[12] Are we close?
[13] Emotionally, what stands out?
[14] Do you wish I was cooler?
[15] On a scale of 1-10, how nice am I?
[16] Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
[17] Am I loveable?
[18] How long have you known me?
[19] Describe me in one word.
[20] What was your first impression?
[21] Do you still think that way about me now?
[22] What do you think my weakness is?
[23] Do you think I'll get married?
[24] What about me makes you happy?
[25] What about me makes you sad?
[26] What reminds you of me?
[27] What's something you would change about me?
[29] How well do you know me?
[29] Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
[30] Do you think I would ever kill someone?
[31] Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you?

My Life Sucks

2005-02-09T01:52:51Z

So today Mrs. *Cluck-cluck* Cavanaugh handed me my recommendation, not only did it sucked she called me SARAH!!!! Just because Sarah is an awesome girl and rocks my socks does not mean I want her name on my damn recommendation! And my fucking guidance counselour is now refusing to write me a recommendation. My life is over. I'm fucked. I'm never going to go anywhere, and yes those of you who are wondering I'm bawling my fucking eyes out right now. Everything is going wrong. I haven't heard from Jimmy in a fucking week, Dan's a total dick, as usual, I'm never going to get into college I'm going to be stuck working at fucking CVS or more than likely Burger King because I'm fat for the rest of my life. I might as well pull a fucking Britney Spears and not worry about anything every again!! God!!! WTF!!!! Someone fucking save me please.... :-(

Whatever

2005-02-08T03:28:31Z

So umm...yeah sometimes I can't believe how completely dumb I am. So Friday and Saturday I decided that I'd completely forget about Dan and just get on with my life like a normal freaking human being but noooo...Saturday night he weasles his way back in and of course, I'm yeah okay. So we had a great time together, like we always do when we're together, it's just the 99.9% percent of the time we aren't together that he treats me like shit, but anyways we're getting off the subject, so Today I call him and what happens? Three guesses but I say you'll only need one, yup he sent me to voicemail, so I'm like okay, this could possibly be a mistake or whatever ya know it happens, but no, he calls me back and who is he with? Yup you guessed it! FUNDA. She's bringing him to Chester to go get stuff for his car. WTF!!! Grr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Why do I let him do this? I should just take Jess's advice and dump his fucking ass.

finally...

2005-02-07T03:26:24Z

I now work at CVS which is the absolute shit! I get to work with awesome, awesome, people like Cailey, Jess, Mariela, Devin, Pam, Craig, and the rest I haven't met yet but they all rock! So this weekend was awesome, Friday night I went and saw The Boogeyman with Kelley, Mary, Allison, and Bri, scariest movie EVER! Then my wonderful Mama went away for the weekend and my man came over and spent the night. FUN FUN! Freakin' 12:30 in the morning at Bickford's meeting all of his friends, I have to say they were awesome! My favorites were definitely Chris, Antwone, and Steph, although Brooke, Chris's fiancee doesn't seem to bad. There's still the matter of Funda or whatever the fuck her name is, but I'm okay with it, I'm okay with it, that'll just be my little mantra for now. Of course all my friends tell me to just dump his ass....ahhh...I think I really like him but I will be the first to admit that he treats me like shit. So anyways today at work all the damn computers went down, that was fun, I hate the customers that come into CVS but whatcha gonna do? Alrighty so for right now that pretty much wraps up my entire weekend and the chore of my first freaking journal entry! Yeah!